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i really like to write but unfortunately im pretty bad at it. i dont really see the point of doing things like writing or music or really any form of art for monetary gain and because of that i dont feel like i have to be super good at any of these types of skills, but i like want to be really good at them just for me. But since im not doing any of these things as a job or for monetary gain i find it really hard to find the motivation to get good at them. Point of this is i want to be a good writer but im bad at putting in the time to learn. I was also equipped with the idea in my head that i will never be good at anything and also everything is really hard unfortunatly. I hope you enjoy what i write most of it is nonesense but i hope you have fun.